Because Of You

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Because Of You
Artist: Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
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Tadinya Lagu ini mo gue jadiin lagu pertama gue setelah gue bisa maen gitar…kekeke

tapi sepertinya gue harus melupakan sementara lagu ini karena saat ini gue masih terpukul karena keadaan

“i’m sorry for blamming you for everything,i just could not do and i have heart my self by hurting you”

semuanya hilang musnah dan hilang tenggelam sama seperti ketika tiupan angin terbawa oleh daun

Kelopak mata ini tak bisa terpejam

kelopak mata ini terus menatap

seolah tak mau kehilangan sedikitpun pandangannya

ada yang tertutup

saat tatapan ini semakin tajam

menutupi seluruh relung jiwa yang semakin hampa

hampa bukan berarti kosong

kosong tak berisi

seperti raga tak berjiwa

semua lenyap karena setetes ketakutan

semua lenyap karena segengam keinginan

namun sang kelopak tetap terjaga

menanti lengahnya sang hati

hati pencuri kesabaran menindas mimpi

mimpi tertindas kenyataan

senyaman kehidupan dalam impian

kelopak itu tetap tak ingin berkedip

ada berapa banyak lagi sang dewa sabar akan menanti?

kuatkah sang dewa?

dewa

adalah raja

raja yang diakui

tapi tidak oleh sang kelopak

kelopak yang terus menatap

seakan hendak menyergap karena sang pencuri tak pernah lengah

entah dewi mana yang akan mampu bertahan,bersama di balik lengahnya sang kelopak

Uh desah nafas dalamtak mampu membuat sang pencuri lengah

kelopak tetap terjaga

Jakarta 13 Januari 2009

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